Oam85
09-10-2009, 07:59 AM
Hi everyone ,it's very nice that you all people create a community to help each other .
Here is my situation
Me and my girl,in a month or so,are going to start a new life together in a new country.We found jobs ect.We both are at the age of 25.It's a big step for both of us and we are very excited about that. I have traveled several times with plane until now with no serious fears.
My last flight was 2 years ago.That was the begining of what I am experiencing now.We went with some friends on vacation that we were planning about 3-4 years.Weeks before the trip,I started panicking.I was thinking,what if the plain falls?Will this be my last trip ?I felt so ridicilus ,I couldnt tell anyone of what was in my head.I actually forced myself to go on this trip because I felt embarassed.Anyway,the trip went fine,we had a great time to remember,and no plane crashes and stuff.But When I returned home, I was like,"feww,thank god or whatever I am back,no more plains for me"
As for now,thinks are a little different
I dont mind to tell anyone what I am afraid off,because the fear is bigger than ever.Bizzare thoughts come to my mind all the time.Actually It's sort of, you can say "theatrical":wave: tragic thoughts,very intence ,that keep me blocking from thinking clearly.I am afraid for my life more than ever,and not only mine.I try to find other methods to get to our destination like the railway,but It will take us days.And I know for sure that such an alternative trip will be a nightmare for her( and probably me).I know that I may overreact ,but that's all I can do.
Any suggestions ?
Here is my situation
Me and my girl,in a month or so,are going to start a new life together in a new country.We found jobs ect.We both are at the age of 25.It's a big step for both of us and we are very excited about that. I have traveled several times with plane until now with no serious fears.
My last flight was 2 years ago.That was the begining of what I am experiencing now.We went with some friends on vacation that we were planning about 3-4 years.Weeks before the trip,I started panicking.I was thinking,what if the plain falls?Will this be my last trip ?I felt so ridicilus ,I couldnt tell anyone of what was in my head.I actually forced myself to go on this trip because I felt embarassed.Anyway,the trip went fine,we had a great time to remember,and no plane crashes and stuff.But When I returned home, I was like,"feww,thank god or whatever I am back,no more plains for me"
As for now,thinks are a little different
I dont mind to tell anyone what I am afraid off,because the fear is bigger than ever.Bizzare thoughts come to my mind all the time.Actually It's sort of, you can say "theatrical":wave: tragic thoughts,very intence ,that keep me blocking from thinking clearly.I am afraid for my life more than ever,and not only mine.I try to find other methods to get to our destination like the railway,but It will take us days.And I know for sure that such an alternative trip will be a nightmare for her( and probably me).I know that I may overreact ,but that's all I can do.
Any suggestions ?